Katty's here~!

so,i didn't write anything for few months XD I just want to say my feelings that someone would maybe understand. I changed alot of hair colors and styles,and now i changed it from black to something gold-blond. BUT I MISS MY OLD BLACK HAIR :((( I like it like this,because it's the closest to my natural hair color,but black....isn't here :/ It is,partly (back part (down) is black) but that's just not it ! I would like to know what color should i put next,but everyone say different. Confusing.
This is me with black:


and this is now:



which one is better?? XD